no, im NOT fading away. you are fading away. you are fading away from my mind and slowly, you are fading away from my world. i tried everything i can think of (that is appropriate and in a not-too-creepy way) to salvage or at least be close to you but i notice how we repel, mostly because of awkward circumstances and what nots. im not looking to be with you or anything. its just that, im the happiest when i was with you and id like to be reminded of how happy i was at one point. not that im not happy now – i am super duper happy, but back then i was the happiest to the point of being self destructive. i was happy to do everything, not do anything and do it over and over again.
whatevs. go fucking fade away already.