mean people

once upon a time, life was but a fairy tale. every now and then, i would go to youtube and watch my favourite shows like sxephill, hot for words and happy slip (not as much anymore). as i shouldve expected, phill’s youtube page was deleted or suspended but nevertheless (i always wanted to use this word 🙂 his page “was” no longer exist. this happened about a week ago but i wasnt all thaaat worried because i know that he has a website where i would go to when youtube is throwing tantrums. after getting my show fix, i went onto an investigation of why his youtube page was deleted. grrrrrr.. after doing a lil bit of PI-ing, i found out that phill’s been hacked – instead of philled in. whatever but i hate mean people. why cant we all just do something else to chanel out the anger and the resentment of others? few weeks ago, i woke up on sunday noon and i instantly decided to build a giant snow cock. i was all by myself and it was snowy and nice out. jamie came when i was 3/4 done with the giant cock and she did helped a lot. i tot it was gonna be wasy, i just erected the snow and voila!.. apparently i spent more then an hour to built that fucker and while i was at it, people honked and yelled stuffs like – great penis, i love your weiner and other complimentary-like yelling. jamie and i were proud of it and we took pictures. after that, jamie left to butler and i went sled riding (more like flying) with ben and linnea. when i got back, that big and mighty fucker was gone!! someone had my giant snow penis castrated and i was so pissed. i guess, my msg was, i wonder how phill felt abt his account being removed. i tried uploading vids on youtube and it took me hours just to upload a video. he had at least hundreds of vids in there. ah poo.. mean people can suck my balls..

  

my snowcock – bret

word of the week

today i had the chance to do business with my indian connection and hopefully stuff falls through with these deals that i just made. and hopefully friends aussie will get back to me on the whatevers that we had discussed. damn, i have so much hope nowadays – but i guess, we all have hope and dreams.. we walk everyday – hoping that we would step on a solid ground. we eat with hope that it would fill us up and we drink with hope that it quenches our thirst. whatever man..

so the word of the week is p r i v y. yes it means private, secret, admitting to a secret and a toilet. how cool is that?!?! also, i just learned a new word today but it didnt make it to the “word of the day” pool. its prasad which means, when hindu people go to the temple after praying the priest at the doors of the altar would give the people in return an offerin from god.. for example, pot is a prasad from lord shiva himself. cool stuff..

i was talking to keh win earlier and we had a constructive conversations about music, life and privy. he was the one who enlightened me to the fab word and before he went to bed, i bid him goodbye by saying – peace out girl scout. this great friend of mine replied – “you must die for that insult one day”. i laughed my ass off and i found that to be super funny.

its so nice out and i had went out and played my guitar while eating meggi mee today. now im back inside talking to friends and getting things done. i promise that one day i will set my foot in india and my life is not complete until that day comes..

my lovely red merah

i woke up with a panic this morning. its been snowing for the past 5 days and i enjoy sleeping in cold weather. i thought i had a final exam today and literally jumped out of my bed and into the shower. one other thing that sort of therapeutic for me is hot shower on a snowy day. i get the same feeling as meditating – with the hot steamy water running down my head and lathering the soap all over my bare naked body. i gotta becareful with my nicotine patches though (i put 2 patches sometimes – just to get that vivid dreams ).

 

ive been wanting to put up the picture of merah and finally i woke up early enough to take a picture of her. she is so pretty and she takes me from point A to point B. i used to ride her to get grocery, rent movies, go to school, friends’ apartment but lately kyle has been driving me everywhere. this is a picture of him

during my freetime and whenever i my sheesha buddies come and chill, i would take my hookah out. i think i should name her biru but shes no that blue. she is purple and i love it. thomas gave me this pretty hookah a few years back and its definitely one of my favourite things that i own.

  

the base is made of chech crystal and the purplish blue tower is made of some gem stone. its very pretty and i have to admit that i have been neglecting her. i guess when you get something so easy you tend to take it for granted and you will never know what its worth until you loose it. well, i almost lost her once and i promise that i will never leave her behind – ever again.

while im at it, im gonna put up some pictures from the thanksgiving weekend. kyle, doris and i drove to montrose and during the 5 hour crampy (but funky) ride, we stoped at a national park called rickets glenn (i think this is how you spell it). kyle said that he used to go there pretty often and he had seen all the 33 waterfalls over there. ive seen 2 of them and they were damn gorgeous!

   

actually im updating my flickr account and i happen to have so many pictures on me right now. below is doris’ pet cat and she’s so shady. i call her shady sade but doris call her sexy sade. whatever. she is just a cat. dont get me wrong, i love cat and i grew up around so many cats when i was a lot younger. mother use to feed all the stray cats on our block, so our pet cat, tompok, can mingle around and socialize. more like a window for promiscuous sex but nevertheless, i remember crying when he died from a dog bite in 1986. anyhoo, have you ever heard people talking to their pet? i have and sometimes it gets on my nerve. i seriously dont think that cat really understand what you are talking about – unless if you have the pocket translator for cat language. cats are cute but they dont speak human language!

    

so its been snowing and snowing and im a’wondering – when will this shit stop. its pretty cold – tad bit too cold for my tropical butt. i remember when i was in nyc, it was snowing pretty hard when andy and i went to my apt to chill after the bar at about 5am. we played snowfight and it was so intense. i can imagine some one getting injured from it but we had so much fun.